For the longest time, I’ve dreamt of blending my voice with the melodies that flow from my soul, yet I hesitated, aware that my expertise in vocal recording and processing didn’t mirror my proficiency in lyricism. Writing has always been second nature to me, crafting verses since my earliest memories. However, embarking on a musical journey that includes my voice felt like stepping into an unfamiliar realm filled with potential errors—a realm I was both eager and apprehensive to explore.
“Millions of Me” (original title in Russian: “Миллионы “Я”) marks a significant milestone in my artistic journey. It’s the first piece where my voice isn’t just an addition but an integral component of the narrative. This song is my leap into the unknown, my acceptance of imperfection as a part of growth. I’ve always been my harshest critic, and to my ears, the recording is far from perfect. Yet, I believe in the power of vulnerability, in sharing one’s creations despite the flaws. It’s a testament to my belief that the act of creation itself is more important than the pursuit of perfection.
This song is an invitation to the listener to dive deep into the exploration of self. Through its lyrics, I delve into the intricacies of consciousness, the multitude of ‘selves’ that reside within us, each contributing to the decisions we make and the paths we choose. It’s a reflection of my own journey of self-discovery, of listening to the myriad voices within and understanding their influence on my actions and thoughts.
Где-то далеко, знаешь … точно знаешь … где-то в синих небесах
Original lyrics of the song in Russian.
Мимо звезд мелькаешь … и пылаешь … на идейных парусах.
В каждом миге, в каждом шаге, скрытый мир с тобою говорит,
Миллионы «Я» в тебе … и каждый «Я» в нем … «ТЫ» в себе хранит.
Я знаю в тебе точно есть мир столь глубокий и необъятный,
Где правят вселенной и будущим нашим твои потайные, чудные мечты.
Хоть раньше все «Я» считали странным его и не очень понятным.
Теперь же, мне верю, однажды раскроет секреты вселенной твой «ТЫ».
Миллионы «Я» в себе услышал … оказалось их не замечал.
Кто-то шепчет громче, кто-то тише … кто вовсе лучше бы молчал.
Но каждый «Я» желает быть услышан, каждого услышать должен «ТЫ»
Ты душою хочешь быть возвышен. Быть частичкой «ТЫ» – у «Я» мечты.
Я знаю в тебе точно есть мир столь глубокий и необъятный,
Где правят вселенной и будущим нашим твои потайные, чудные мечты.
Хоть раньше все «Я» считали странным его и не очень понятным.
Теперь же, мне верю, однажды раскроет секреты вселенной твой «ТЫ».
Ты.
“Millions of Me” emerged from a desire to articulate the experience of tuning into these various selves, especially during moments of deep introspection. There are times when the world around us seems to slow down, allowing us to hear the whispers of our inner selves more clearly. These moments of clarity bring forth the realization that our consciousness is a chorus of voices, each with its unique desires, fears, and dreams.
This song is my ode to the complexity of human identity. It’s an acknowledgment of the countless ‘I’s that live within us, each seeking recognition and a voice. By sharing “Millions of Me,” I hope to encourage others to embrace their multitude of selves, to listen to the whispers and shouts within, and to find harmony in the complexity of their being.
As “Millions of Me” makes its way across streaming platforms, I invite you to join me on this journey of self-reflection and acceptance. It’s a journey that has allowed me to connect more deeply with my music and myself, embracing every imperfection and celebrating the diversity within.
This song is more than just a melody or a set of lyrics; it’s a piece of my soul, shared with the world in hopes of inspiring others to explore the depths of their own. Let “Millions of Me” be a reminder that our inner selves are worth listening to, worth exploring, and most importantly, worth celebrating.
Feel free to explore “Millions of Me” on your preferred streaming service, and let the journey of self-discovery continue. Through music, we can uncover the layers of our identity, learning to love and accept every part of ourselves.